peaceful

I'm feel so lonely....





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mood : still can't control myself perfectly... but so far, i'll try to improve myself to become more and more a good people who is will know and learn how to control myself.... Urgh!!!! got heartless!!! but it's ok... i'd learned it from my past.. and i don't want to became like before; just like crazy people!!! insane!

i don't know how to start, where to begin, and when that time will be happen!.. Ya Allah.. please give my strength for me to face my problems...

this morning, after breakfast at home with fried rice and "keropok", i'll went to office without any voice threw out from my mouth... until some of my freinds "scared" to talk with me... i don't know why it must be happend, actually i''' try to recover my problems, may be, from my faces and also my attitude, they knew and just let me go myself.. yes, it is the best way for them, but not for me! pape je la weh!!! ape pun, i'll try my best to solve it myself indeed!!